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Weak Flesh

Everyone is in bed before 8 PM. Including Dad. Apparently my potatoes and chicken dinner had mystic powers. Lexi fell asleep on dad soon after. Dallin worked on his exploration skills while I picked up their room and then after his final drink, he was pooped. It's always rewarding to lay your children down peacefully. I had a touch & go nap earlier, but it was good enough. For some reason my leg muscles were a little achey last night and this morning the tops of my legs are really tender. Trust me, I didn't do anything out of the ordinary yesterday, but I became exhausted today too and just couldn't handle a toddler not napping and a bipolar baby sleeper. Mr Smith was at church later so I think I just got upset with Lexi and she ended up playing alone and handling it. I had to ask for forgiveness once I woke. I'm just not sure what's taking over my body yet. Man the flesh is weak.

My nose is on the mend. I had my follow-up and as I was slightly worried since I'm not the best patient, all looks well although still swollen. They sucked a ton of stuff out. Like it was crazy nasty yet exhilarating and I want my own sucker machine, but I'm pretty sure it sucked up from my throat even and I had a sore throat later that day so perhaps something is taking over. I felt like a new breather but was slowly stuffed back up by end of day. They said the swelling will slowly decrease and in about 2 weeks I will feel the reward of all this. Let's hope so.

And on another note, I found shoes that fit Dallin. I seriously felt so accomplished. 

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