We had a blast at the work party earlier this month! We decided to be a little late and wait for daddy but I'm so glad he was there. Lexi got to experience it all, there was just so much stuff I felt like we rushed somewhat trying to get it all in. I just know I couldn't have given Lexi the same daddy experience in the bounce houses, rock climbing, etc... we did everything from caricatures (I was a little surprised by it...), face painting, Photo Booth (I looked tired and ragged, it was fitting) to cold stone ice-cream & rock climbing. She even got a balloon at the last minute and instead of 1 sword, he gave her a bundle. She is THREE so loves everything in the moment and is for whatever reason crying when we leave. Too much fun? Perhaps so.
Perhaps I'm ready to begin again, again. I struggle to add more words to the universe & I feel the same with photos. I let two of my passions die, both rather abruptly. My posts used to write themselves, I felt so guided in what God needed me to say. But this past year, my words have been removed. I moved from this blog over to Instagram as a better place to connect, but then everything became a distraction, and even the good distractions soon became too overwhelming. I can't possibly do every craft or recipe I've saved at this point. Unfortunately, I became painfully aware of my addictive attachment to my algorithm & lost much of my peace & productivity because of it. Satan knew, but I was too slow to recognize complacency & emptiness disguised as creative options & worldly debates. "The days are gone that you can be a quiet and comfortable Christian." I am definitely not raising quiet Christians, but perhaps we are still trying to be too co...





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