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Remember how I came up with the great idea of snow boots, snow gloves & a sled AFTER Christmas? Well, this is what we have to fill in when where I slack… but trust me, she was warmer than anyone else. Yet when I backed up with my camera (I was taking cousin Jenny's engagement photos), I bumped into her and made her face plant. So she basically wanted to be carried after that. It was DEEP DEEP snow. Not exactly as we had hoped, but we made it out with some pretty winter wonderland photos. I'm so excited for Jenny. March is a good month for us both. Go figure.  It has snowed so much more this year.


Which has given Mr Smith the chance to get outdoors as well. Before the snow hit he bought a used but nicest bike he has ever owned and went up a few times with his friends who take pictures. After the snow fell he switched to back country skies/snow boots. I just get to sit back and wait to hear if he made it back alive. You really never know. I married that kind of husband who acts like he is in complete control, but enjoys riskier things. And tells me about the risks after the fact or uses them to justify other costs, like these avalanche beacons we've been arguing about. I spend money on stuff for the kids; he spends money on his outdoor fantasies (from rocket stoves to ski boots).


 

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