I had just talked to Mr Smith a few nights before that Lexi would love to ride a horse and asked if he knew anyone that could give her a chance to ride. Little did we realize, one of his physicians had a neighbor with horses. We went to their summer party expecting goats and pigs, but got surprised with a horse ride! I was so excited she got her chance. She was doing her usual non-listening run around exploration in a new, over-stimulated environment, but when we asked if she wanted to follow us to ride a horse, she lit up. I could have seen her all talk until she sat on the horse by herself, but she did it! She was just soaking it all in. She had a chance to walk around on two horses and she was completely calm both times. She was so filthy from that night, even laid down in the dirt to be next to the family dog. But it was a good night for making dreams come true. Even the goats liked her.
Perhaps I'm ready to begin again, again. I struggle to add more words to the universe & I feel the same with photos. I let two of my passions die, both rather abruptly. My posts used to write themselves, I felt so guided in what God needed me to say. But this past year, my words have been removed. I moved from this blog over to Instagram as a better place to connect, but then everything became a distraction, and even the good distractions soon became too overwhelming. I can't possibly do every craft or recipe I've saved at this point. Unfortunately, I became painfully aware of my addictive attachment to my algorithm & lost much of my peace & productivity because of it. Satan knew, but I was too slow to recognize complacency & emptiness disguised as creative options & worldly debates. "The days are gone that you can be a quiet and comfortable Christian." I am definitely not raising quiet Christians, but perhaps we are still trying to be too co...



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