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Never Enough

Sometimes I'm up way too late stalking photo blogs thinking about how much cooler I could be, maybe thinking a little bit about how far I've come, but mostly about how far I have to go. I know you may think I'm foolish, but I doubt myself all the time! I have yet to balance confidence and room for improvement. I like things to happen fast. So for me, I'm ready to try again tomorrow. But I also want the big staging area and prop wall. And then a second later I wonder if any of it is worth it. I wonder if I'm good enough. If people even care about photos. Since when did positioned babies and backdrops become a thing? I'm a minimalist at heart, but there are several categories where I feel like I could easily splurge with no practical reasoning at all, unless "just because they're great" counts. Mr Smith says no.

1. Photo props. I-love-thrift-stores. And window shopping etsy.
2. Fabric or blankets. Always a project. Always cold toes.
3. Cookbooks. Just in case I want to love cooking and baking.
4. Boxes or cute containers. Little things need a home.
5. Scarves. All the pretty colors . . .


I should probably stop at five.



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