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I passed

I passed my glucose exam. It has been awhile since I've had to fret about any tests (thank heavens) but luckily at an 88 (<140 is normal) I am normal!! I guess this time I'll appreciate some normalcy.

I am so tired; I don't stay awake past 10 PM much these days, but I'm sitting here making sure I don't need to kill a robber or pull a baby out of a fire while she sleeps perfectly (in every way I'd like to be). Man I would hate to pay a babysitter just to sit outside a dark room and blog all night (because that's all she can do not to fall asleep). That's why you need selfless friends like me, right Lori? Too humble?

Any way, they might come home to find me drooling on their carpet.  Mr Smith stayed with me for the majority of the time and got her really tired for me. Man I love men that know how to utilize that playful energy. I understand why they get to be the fun ones. We get to do everything else. Joys.

I attempted to start that first goal of mine (plan out dinners) but that sort of excitement won't keep me alive tonight. Mr Smith says no worries, I'll get $40 whether or not I plan. (i.e. I'll learn quickly)

Me: I need your help because I work too and don't want to do it all.
Mr Smith: But you're so much better at it
Me: *eyebrow raise*
Mr Smith: ...and you'll be cooking more than I ever will
Me: *glare*

Well, as long as he figures out the taxes. But then I'll think he did them wrong and will want to look over them any way. Just like he'll ask about how much this meal costs and wouldn't doing it this way be better etc...
#married-life-is-so-sweet

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  1. ha! On the way home when I was texting you about going to sleep on our couch I was saying to Scott how boring it really is to watch babies! You're with them for maybe 2 hours and then you're by yourself, in the dark, nothing to do, for 4 hours. So yes, thank you! And it is really lame paying for babysitters when they just watch movies or whatever.

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  3. Hahaha Kayla I'm glad I visited your blog today. We have those discussions all.the.time. (Oops I commented when I was signed in to my old junk mail account)

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